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my friends and i are buying tickets to a juanes concert. it should be great.  i think i'll get a white shirt and write "i love you juanes"  on it with a big red heart.  then again being stabbed is not such a good idea. 

i think i should learn spanish again.  it would be so easy to practice since i work with so many latinos.  i'll start learning tomorrow.  maybe i should plan my day.  deciding what to do ahead of time would make things so much easier. 

i know i've said this before but it's on my mind again.  habitat for humanity has trips to other countries during winter, spring, and summer breaks.  i'm thinking of going.  it would be a great experience.  the volunteers live in some pretty tough conditions, at least for our standards.  it would be such an eye opener.  if someone is interested let me know.  i'll probably end up going with other depaul people who are in this club.  they are helping to remodel some school right now.  they won't start again till january though. 

what es happening today... i went to work.  it was probably the easiest day ever.  the party was just a small buffet and i pretty much sat around staring at the wall.  i even spun around in an office chair until my captain yelled at me.  it was very fun especially because i was getting paid while doing it.  this is like going to the bathroom during work.  the thought that they pay you for it is so cool.  well, i also stole a milky way bar and ate lost of other food as well as attempted to flirt with an older woman that is not bad looking.  notice, i said attempted.  the only time it ever works is when i look like a total goof.  dancing drunk is one way.  falling over on nothing also works... this happens when i'm sober though.  anyways, i can't believe they pay me for this stuff.  maybe i complain too much about this job.  it's pretty easy and the money is good.  i like many people too.  we joke around so much.  everyone is so perverted.  well, not me of course

if i get time the day off from work on thursday i'm going to U of I.  melissa is having a christmas party.  i just want to dance.  the past few days i've been going crazy.  i've even danced to holiday music at work.  i look like a fool every time.  i don't care though.  it's so much fun.  i think i like the attention.  i dont' do it for the attention, but i do like the fact people think i'm a funny dancer.  i hope it will be a dance party.  i'm sure there will be some music.  i'll dance even if nobody else is.  if i don't get the day off from work i'll dance at one of the weddings while at work.  i could ask some girl that looks bored to dance with me.  it woudl be a cool thing to do.  we're technically not allowed to dance.  they wouldn't fire me.  my manager would probably give me a pat on the back.  she's cool like that.  i've been told that we can dance when someone asks.  one girl asked this bus boy once.  it sucked cause i was standing right next to him when she asked him.  he was this bold guy and had to be 50 or something.  my confidence level dropped tenfold when she asked him and not me.  i will believe that she was intimidated.  yes, that's right, she meant to ask me but was too scared because of my good looks.  what would i do without denial  

i can really connect with this song:

four non blondes  "what's up" lyrics...

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
for a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
that the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
for whatever that means

'n so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
just to get it all out what's in my head
'n I, I'm feeling a little peculiar
'n so I wake in the morning and I step outside
'n I take a deep breath
'n I get real high
'n I scream from the top of my lungs
what's goin' on

i deleted that last entry.  it gave me an uncomfortable feeling.  i can't stand that feeling so i had to delete it.  sorry for whoever read that and thank you for the two comments.  i guess when i'm tired i swear a lot more.  i hate it when i do that.  i sound so stupid when i swear.  it doesn't fit me.  it will never fit me.  i will stop it.

first off, the real reason i didn't go to sleep was because i watched the last samurai with kamila till 5 am and decided that since i work at 8:30 going to bed will be a big mistake.  i would never wake up.  secondly, life is not that boring.  it is really all about spending time with the people you love.  that's what really matters.  i think i was in a very angry mood this past weekend.  my manager is partly at fault.  it's mostly my fault though.  

i don't like it when i write stuff like i did earlier about perfectionists or anything else of this kind.  there is no reason i should make fun of people that way.  i know i've said this before.  i never learn. 

 the truth is that whenever i do judge, it is mostly because i want to be like those people and can never get myself to do it.  it's jealousy.  maybe i have multiple personalities.  i'm either the nicest person ever or i'm just a jackass.  the thing is that while being a jackass i'll write/say some stuff down that's mean and feel horrible about it later. 

i don't think i have anything more to say.  new year's might be fun this year.  my brother rented a house in wisconsin with his friends and he invited me to come along.  i don't know if i'll go.  i might want to spend time with my own friends.  first i'll have to get out of working.  all right, good night peoples

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work was all right.  one of the better looking girls at the wedding lost something black and asked if i can look in lost and found.  i wasn't sure what she lost exactly becasue the music was kind of loud, so i pretended i heard her and went to see if anything black turned up.  we only had one thing.  it was a pair of black panties that someone left in the bride's room a week ago.  i wonder why our manager, marybeth, didn't throw it out.  peter believes it is because she likes to smell it.  one time she found a red bra and threw it on the christmas lights in the main ballroom.  it was hanging where everyone could see it.  it was hilarious.  we took it down after an hour or so.  wow, i think that happened a year ago.  does time fly or what... 

i have to work new year's this year again.  last year i was told that since i worked it that year, i won't this year.  they promised me.  note to self:  never trust any promises managers make to you at work... they really don't give a shit.  so i'll probably be stuck at work till after ten.  i think last year my friends went downtown while i was at work.  when i did get off work it was too late to go already.  i don't even remember what i did that year.  it was probably something really lame though since i can't even recollect what the hell it was.  whoever i was with (probably at home with my sis and bro watching tv and getting drunk on apple cider), do not think that i consider you peoples to be lame.  it's just that you're not girls with tight skirts.  how can girls wear that in this weather anyway.  god bless them

i leave you with some very useful advice.  remember, if you have anything urgent to do tomorrow, put it off till two days from now.  that way you'll have extra two days to relax .  don't thank me for this advice... although it did take years of learning for me to acquire such wisdom

i heard that while artest played for the bulls he applied for a job at a circuit city in chicago to get the employee discount.  he was hired but did not have to work at all.  they gave him the discount of course.  this guy is like a comedian.  he makes millions of dollars and still takes the time to make a fool out of himself just to get some dumb discount he doesn't even need.  i guess this is no different from some rich people who carry all those 35 cents off coupons around just to save a few bucks.  of course a day later they'll go out and buy something ridiculous like a golden toilet seat for 10,000.  so stupid. 

 i guess it's no surprise that last week artest ran after a fan who threw a cup of beer at him.  at first i thought he was angry because the stupid fan wasted a perfectly good cup of beer.  this would be completely understandable.  as it turns out the reason for his sudden outburst of anger was simply because the cup and the beer fell/spilled on him.  i don't know what the risks of cup throwing are.  i'm sure a plastic container of any kind never killed anyone.  a normal person would use a little profanity or they would simply start licking their own body to save the beer that the foolish fan threw away so carelessly. artest is not what we call a normal person though.  he was so angry that he started a brawl that left one man unconscious and a young boy crying. a few days later he went on tv and advertised his new rap cd WHILE making his apology.  the latest billboard charts show that his debut album is nr. 25,525 on the charts. the cd sold one copy (somewhere in the U.S. some blind war veteran mistook it for a different record and later tried to return it)  since artest was suspended, he won't cash in on the remaining 5 million that was left on his contract this season.  recent news confirm that artest applied to many jobs in the indianapolis area.  he is seeking employment at best buy and jewel as well as many other stores.  when asked how he is expected to handle all the jobs at once artest replied: "you see, i won't actually have to work. the idea is to get the employee discount without being an employee.  another news source reported that while artest was picking up an application to best buy at the customer desk (he wanted to apply in person rather than online to prove it is really him), an old man waiting in line just ahead of him was trying to return a shitty rap cd that he mistakenly purchased due to blindness.  just before the blind man handed the cd to the cashier, artest had yet another angry outburst and jumped on the poor war veteran.  he was eventually restrained by a few best buy employees but managed to run away with the cd. the tough war veteran did not press charges for the assault.  when asked if he wants to file a stolen report for the cd, he replied: "what? that piece of shit?" and walked away.          

speaking of athletes.  latrell sprewell demanded that they pay him a few million more on his contract extension.  the spurs wanted to give him the same 14 million that he made the previous year (... or whatever the hell they pay that idiot ...).  he was outraged and said he will not be able to feed his kids with such a small amount of money.  some people in this country make 15,000 or less per year and support their kids.  this fool gets millions and cries that he can't feed his kids.  wtf.  can the signs of the apocalypse be any clearer?  if i saw sprewell in real life i would probably run after the man and try to beat the crap out of him.  of course, i would fail miserably and get the crap beaten out of me.  then i would sue the idiot for a few thousand dollars to pay for my broken bones.  he would cry that he is not able to pay for my medical bills because this unexpected expense would leave his kids with no food.  at that moment a big meteor would hit the earth and this world would cease to annoy me.  when asked by a reporter if he knows the average income of an african family of three, sprewell replied: "african? don't they have mother teresa to worry about that guy?"